So.

Update:
I'm single.
I'm a home-wrecker.
I'm failing all my classes. ALL. Even French.
I got into Otterbein.
I'm debating not going back to school, either this year or ever. Unsure though.
I'm in the worst mood I've been in, in a long time.
I wish I had a pack of Camel Crushes.
I feel sick.
I want to just live in a barn and ride horses all day long and never associate with any humans ever again.
I want to get the fuck out of here.
I want to paint, draw, write, and magically be good at science.
I want to understand what is beyond my grasp.
I want to be inebriated.

I just want to fucking be okay.