Update:
I'm single.
I'm a home-wrecker.
I'm failing all my classes. ALL. Even French.
I got into Otterbein.
I'm debating not going back to school, either this year or ever. Unsure though.
I'm in the worst mood I've been in, in a long time.
I wish I had a pack of Camel Crushes.
I feel sick.
I want to just live in a barn and ride horses all day long and never associate with any humans ever again.
I want to get the fuck out of here.
I want to paint, draw, write, and magically be good at science.
I want to understand what is beyond my grasp.
I want to be inebriated.
I just want to fucking be okay.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
up in smoke
the whole world goes.
transcripts off to Otterbein and Findlay today.
Not even sure I care.
debating just working full time and working student at a barn and working my way up. Working.
Throwing myself into it.
V and Teiler are coming over in a bit.
that's all. More updates later.
transcripts off to Otterbein and Findlay today.
Not even sure I care.
debating just working full time and working student at a barn and working my way up. Working.
Throwing myself into it.
V and Teiler are coming over in a bit.
that's all. More updates later.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Update :(
I know, I've been terrible. I know no one reads this, so it shouldn't matter, but I feel awful! I've been so busy with the girlfriend and work and school and I've just lost track of things like blogs, homework, eating and sleeping. I'm sorry :(
Here's an update: I'm trying to get fulltime at McD's so I can save up..and how I was going to transfer schools in the fall? I'm debating not. I'm debating taking a year off to work full time and get in shape (riding wise - P.S., updates on the riding blog should start in June sometime :D so keep an eye out). That way, I'll have enough saved up to potentially (ALERT: NEW PLAN) move to California May '11. Here, I would hopefully have a year long contract with Fox 'n' Firkin Farms as a groom, which I could do for a year, to establish residency (so far, yes, taking two years off in this new plan) and then find a different job while I finished my Equine Science degree at Cal Poly in San Luis Obispo.
notes: I would be getting my gen eds out of the way while still in Ohio. I could potentially be working two fulltime jobs here, as well as riding. I might be living with Jenn next summer if she goes to school out there, while Ana finishes her last year. Then her and I would get our place.
PS. My mother found out I was gay. Hence this whole new plan. That, and I just really, really, really want to be with Ana like....now.
-e :)
Here's an update: I'm trying to get fulltime at McD's so I can save up..and how I was going to transfer schools in the fall? I'm debating not. I'm debating taking a year off to work full time and get in shape (riding wise - P.S., updates on the riding blog should start in June sometime :D so keep an eye out). That way, I'll have enough saved up to potentially (ALERT: NEW PLAN) move to California May '11. Here, I would hopefully have a year long contract with Fox 'n' Firkin Farms as a groom, which I could do for a year, to establish residency (so far, yes, taking two years off in this new plan) and then find a different job while I finished my Equine Science degree at Cal Poly in San Luis Obispo.
notes: I would be getting my gen eds out of the way while still in Ohio. I could potentially be working two fulltime jobs here, as well as riding. I might be living with Jenn next summer if she goes to school out there, while Ana finishes her last year. Then her and I would get our place.
PS. My mother found out I was gay. Hence this whole new plan. That, and I just really, really, really want to be with Ana like....now.
-e :)
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