dear me;

please stop getting yourself in sticky situations. they're no fun for anyone, especially yourself. please just focus on where you are and where you need to be, and how you're getting there.
thanks,
love,
yourself.

ps. just go for a drive. it might help.

june21st.

it's weird how things you've always wanted in the past can resurface and finally start going the way you want them to.
Like Findlay - a school I looked at when I was TEN and put on the back burner because I was told "there was no way I could afford it" has accepted me, and given me enough financial aid to knock the $45000 tuition to $8000; and I'll be there in two months.
And how girls you talked about for months and just wanted to get to know better because they gave off a "vibe", even through tiny conversations about food allergies, are suddenly all that's on your mind and now that they've happened, maybe you don't want it but you definitely still want them, no matter how it happens.


sorry. past desires and current affections are just getting to me.
and now I'm dying my hair light brown.

two months <3

for those of you who want to know why I chose Findlay over Otterbein:
1) Equestrian studies major; a major JUST for riding.
2) they gave me a free shirt
3) I visited and decided on the school when I was TEN, just got lost in between
and 4) they sent me a birthday card :)


<3 registration in 7 hrs.

I'm tryingg

19 tomorrow :)
registration at Findlay, Imab an Oiler!!!

workworkwork
no lesson this week :( because I'll be getting back from Findlay too late. BUT BUT BUT loooots of new tack, getting ready for school :) pictures? perhaps. (by the way, currently, my tack already outweighs my clothes...can't wait to see it all in the end)
new saddle possibly? :D

cleaning my space up, packing up what I don't really need so it'll be easier to head up to school in August.
I plan way too far in advance, it's crazy. I'll pack and unpack and repack probably 20+times before other kids even think about packing. ugh

nomodrama. taking a break from free associations with people (relationships, of any kind) it's time for me to focus on my riding and my future; nothing in my way.

I have a bunch of stuff I'm looking to sell, get rid of. Call/message for details.


time to go clean! <3

it's summatime :)

plans!

June 18th, my birthday and Columbus Pride with Meg and Jenn :)
work work work, ride ride ride, sleep sleep sleep
July Fourth weekend, Cincinnati Pride :)
July 16th weekend, Vickie's birthday and the summer birthday campout :)
----long gap of I don't know what
School starting at Otterbein in September,
September 10-12, Ohio Lesbian Festivallll! :)