life

would be so much easier if I knew what I wanted out of it. Why is it that whenever I finally think I have things figured out, something or someone pops up that makes me second-guess my decisions?
Findlay, sure. Ride horses all day and live among a bunch of bible-thumping freaks. Okay.
UC, I hate your campus but I love your fine arts program and the people and the city.
Bloomington, IU? I don't know what I could even expect from you; a strange city I know nothing about, no one in. What happens if that turns out badly? Where do I go from there?

Maybe I was right when I said I wasn't cut out for school. I feel as though I'd be much happier just jumping around from place to place, working odd jobs and making just enough to support my lifestyle and my habits. Still managing to fit my horses in and make them a major part of my life.

SOMEONE JUST MAKE MY GODDAMN DECISIONS FOR ME.

long time no..type?

sorry. disappearing.

:) cute girl. good job I'm quitting. no time to ride. Car problems. School in 19 days.

amazing how time flies.